sales lady called me and said wife was fine with that and wondered why i didn't ask her at the game, sales lady did say, she told wife that I was proud and happy for her, I am, but she shouldn't have said that, you thinnk?
I was curious about them watching, I had good fun today, not fake,I was myself even walked up to inlaws said hi enjoy ur trip and walked away. but I was nice and smiley like always.
J's 3 beans inputs and he said they're gonna live the single life and they will notice if we thrive,well I think I am starting to thrive. And I got the post in my pocket that said I rocked the boat enough and that's why I didn't go to her,call or text her. I am staying out of the way.
Add cnslr did say and people at work at said that I have my glimmer back. I do feel good and I haven't been as anxious since reading other threads and doing stuff for myself.
It's only been 2 months, but only a couple wks with you guys,don't let me get comfortable and quit, please. My entire life, I'd be gung ho on something like a project then move on. I think that's really my biggest fear, that I'll fall back into what's comfortable for me vs what's right for me. I know for sure that was wifes' concern at the beginning, she said sure you're doing this now,but I don't think you'll keep it up.
I love to prove people wrong. I could in my professional life,now I need to do it in my personal life.
Cnslr said don't sweat the kids not coming to me much, she said be patient, not needy and they'll come around. Just keep in touch with them and do what i'm doing, she said.
You smart posters you!! I heard that before.
I am so excited about new cnslr working on effective communication with me.
