Well I screwed up again last night. I texted H and asked him to call me when he got a chance. I had gotten a phone call from my lawyer and wanted to share info with him. Background: He is not getting a lawyer, we are not doing mediation as of yet, but both of us have promised to be open.

He then proceeds to yell at me about ruining his weekend and that I never learn. He said we have a designated time each to talk about these things and I should have waited. Honestly, I only did it because I thought if I waited he would have been mad since it pertained to the lawyer. He is very sensitive about that.

Later that night S called him to say goodnight. Afterwards S handed me the phone. I started to tell H about S's day and he hung up on me!

I just don't know what to do any more. I refuse to be treated like this. I don't deserve to be hung up on and ignored all the time.