Ok..we're in the thick of it. He has now refused to go to the post session. His wedding ring is off and is icy like a polar bear. He says he needs to talk to me later when DD goes to Mema's. Says that he can't say what he has to with her around. I have a feeling the Bomb is being dropped for a second time and there will be no going back for him. I have no idea how I'm supposed to handle that and I'm doing all I can to keep it together. I'm trying not to project but all signs are pointing just the way they pointed the last time the bomb was dropped. I'm really trying not to be frightened. I'm actually feeling so helpless and angry at him for doing this to our daughter if he really does want out and means it this time. He's very ill mentally, he needs so much help. UGH...
M 43 H 34 D 4 H asked for D on 6/21/09:1st D mediation 7/27;D says he wants to try 8/18; *I will stumble, I will fall down but I will not be moved.(N.Grant)
