hey all, figured I better let ya'll know I am still alive. things arent good here, I hear he is looking for a place with HER, oh well right? I still havent filed, honestly, after my summer, and the kids school schedules, I havent had the time or the desire. His mom is living her with ME, that has created an issue for him of course, she has her rv, the kids and i still the house. He says he has moved on, wants me to also. if he wants to move on soooo bad, then why doesnt he file? sad thing is finacially, I am gonna have to go file. that feels like a failure for sure. good note, the kids are all doing great, i love this time of year with thier sports!! D17 just got nominated for homecoming queen, that is too cool!!! its been hard, having H at their sports, as the OW isnt allowed there by me, nor by my XH, holy crap, my XH and i actually agree for once lol!! He almost got me evicted a month ago, and still trying to dig out of that, but did get his name off of the house here in that process that i pray ends soon, especially since its almost the first again. its hard to come back here, as this was my place of hope, and he is so long gone, there are no words for it. if a man doesnt care that his wife with cancer and his kids could be homeless, then he is really done, and maybe its time to move on as he says, sad thing, my heart keeps saying no to my brain........... miss you my friends and love you so much. if any of ya'll had my old email addy my new is the same cept netzero.net at the end instead of the other!
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
