I hope your Mom is going to be alright. What a long time you have had to be there!!

Don't give up on the letter. I don't see why you couldn't break it down. Do they all have to be to Gabe or can they be to anyone that has hurt you? Let is out. It is all a process.

hugs, kat

Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory