Rabbit wants the world to stop so that she can get off but I think that I have beaten her to it and am already two feet over the edge.
Tired and feeling unwell today. Really can't get motivated to anything and have already been back to bed twice this morning, although have to keep on getting up to let out the nagging (but gorgeous) cats. I just want to scream at H to come and take his turn at looking after them for a while! (I can't believe that I am saying that two cats are getting to me but that's how short my fuse feels).
I feel like I have been run over by a steam roller ... so tired and as flat as. No particularly good or bad thoughts - just more nothingness. An empty black, gaping hole. I wonder what I am living for. More of this?? The sun is shining brightly but I am cold and sorrowful. I think that I need to go squirrel up in my bed and stay there and see what tomorrow looks like when it arrives.
I will probably call back later though, just to see what's going on in the world of broken hearted people. Hope that you are all having a much more pleasant day than I.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
