Who is this person?

[Day by Day]

I am thinking that he's in a MLC. Have your done any reading over on the MLC forum?

If he is in MLC, it can take anywhere from 3-5 years before he comes out of it. I don't know that his "is" in it or not, but you don't sound like one who could have the patient to stand for it that long. What do you think?

I have done reading on the MLC forum and the WAS forum. I still haven't figured out which one. I think yesterday I was on the really low part of my own rollercoaster in this. Like my name... I'm taking it Day by Day. I'm just concentrating on one day at a time or like Scarlett O'Hara... "Tomorrow is another day." (Hmm... think I shoulda used that name instead.)

Today I feel stronger. I survived through another day of NC. I'm focusing on my own things. I have a 15K race tomorrow morning that I want to do well in and I'll be with 5 of my new friends. This is definitely a 180 that I'm having fun with.

But it is like I have to sit on my hands to not contact him. I miss him a lot. At least my anger is so much lessened. My counselor told me he probably isn't able to get physically close to me because even though I am acting friendly and polite, he can sense my anger. I'm going to work on that.