Magnificent

[mishka422]

See, the broom doesn't interact with Marc on a daily basis, not even on a weekly basis. She is not a person I would willingly associate with and not a person that I want my son around, but I don't have a choice in that. Still no clue why that darned car bugs me, but whatever.

I am writing this from the ER where I have taken my mom. She has been sick for over 3 weeks now with dizziness, nausea, and weakness and I have been trying to convince her to go to her primary care. She finally went this morning and he sent her to the ER because he wanted a CAT scan done along with a bunch of bloodwork that they could get immediate results on. So....been here 5 hours so far and no end in sight.

Marc is at home alone right now. I asked him if he wanted me to call his dad and see if he could come get him, but he said no. He's watching a movie and going to throw a pizza in the oven so he's good.

I started writing the letter again. It is really aggravating me though. There are so many things that I don't want to think about. So many hurts and so much pain that I don't care to put into black and white. There are things I haven't said here that I can't even talk through in my own head. I know I need to get it out to fully let it go, but it's so darned hard!