"He is loosing/lost something. And that something is 1,71cm, 60kilos, red/brunette and smokin hot!! And I can see it in his eyes, fear is creeping in. BUT, you are right. He sees my hesitation. But everybody hesitates, pauses before the jump."
Some people step back and don't jump. Some people just do it and see what happens. Think about what you are saying with him being able to "see" your hesitation. Can you "see" his?
"I am embarrassed that you find me "here" FG. Almost where you left me. Only with some regrets..."
Never regret or be embarrassed with the choices you have made in life. You did the best you could with the information you had available at the time. Who knows.. if you had made the other choice you could be way worse off. Friends will support you either way.
I forgot how much I missed posting to you.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
