Okay, I'm off work today...I wrote out an email for H. Was going to wait a bit and reread it before sending and he calls me because the car loan people called about a pmt. Online pmt didn't go through, not a money problem, just an internet thing. So he called all mad, and I fixed it and then he realized it was okay.
So I thought well that's a great way to start out. So I thought I'd better reword my opening so he didn't think I was doing this in response to that. But meanwhile he tells me how stressed out he is and "anxietal." (He makes up his own words.)
I'm like..uh...yeah? And he goes on about his anxiety and blood pressure and that he had "some kind of anxietal fit" on the way home from work last night... he turned white and got all dizzy, etc. I asked if his parents were pressuring him and he said no, it was all just from work, he's trying to talk to too many customers and do more than he can do and he's just "over-f**king-whelmed!!"
So NOW what do I do???
We had a family dinner for his mom's b'day Wed night and I thought he was acting odd. I mentioned the other day he started slipping into some "weird" mode. I can't describe it really...but I felt some of this coming.
Also, side note, when I was writing to him about how difficult and scary it was when he was so sick, because normally he's so strong and active, I started crying. I haven't really felt anything about that, I was mostly just worried, but I have felt a bit blank about all that. But today I realized how awful it really was and I was just couldn't let myself feel anything then.
Okay, does anyone have any advice for me about sending him this email today?
