OK then. Concrete actions. What are you doing this weekend, to improve you. Beyond anxiously awaiting.

I don't think I'll comment on them, I'd just like to see you put down in black and white real actions. Even little things. Or even just one. Not a "thinking about this", or "considering that".

One other thought. Being anxious, and waiting, are not actions or characteristics that are going to be attractive to you W. And truthfully, though I would not put words into His mouth, I'm not sure they are attractive to God.