Having a bad day.....
I wont see my boys till Sunday - more than 48 hrs. My shift pattern is the problem

I just can not GAL today at all.
Cant get motivated..

I am going to put the money back to pay the mortgage and not start going into arrears.
I do not want the confrontation with my WAW, and would only cause distrust and anger.
This would damage and - a big if- any progress I have made in myself and my WAW.
If in the future she decides she wants a D, then I will not pay the mortgage to help finance my new home for me and the boys. I will save the confrontation for when it is needed.

Regards, Gyn



Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday.
Take what you need,
And be on your way and,
Stop crying your heart out.