A Crossroads

[Can it work]

I've had an unusual couple of days since I last posted. I never managed to talk to my W about Saturday night when I picked Wee Man up on Tuesday because her friend was there.

Wee Man had a bad night on Tuesday night so I let my W know on Wednesday morning. She asked me to keep her posted through the day and let her know how he settled on Wednesday night. Well, once he'd settled on Wednesday night I gave her a call to let her know. We then discussed his birthday party next week and how we were going to work it. I also managed to bring up the whole Saturday night issue and she is definitely disgusted herself for how she was acting. She's determined not to let it happen again. I'm confident that she's genuine in this.

Last night, as I was coming home from work, I met my W walking down toward her house carrying Wee Man after picking him up from the child minder. I stopped and offered them a lift. She was more than happy to accept and was very happy and chatty in the car. When she was getting out she asked if I was coming down on Saturday and what time I was coming and told me she looked forward to seeing me then.

It's strange but I'm starting to see flashes of my old W again. I had completely given up any hope of reconcilliation because of the way she was but I'm beginning to wonder if I was giving up too easily? Maybe it's not time to write it off completely just yet. After all, I'm not seeing anyone else, I'm enjoying my life so far as I can and her new bf is no more. I'll not sit here and get my hopes up or nothing like that but it may be worth opening some DB channels again while she's actually being receptive to contact at the very least. We have to spend the day together at Wee Man's birthday with both our families present. It will be the first time we've been together for a whole day since she left. I think the way I act is going to be very important.

Kev