Thanks for the support on that. RIght now I feel like a nothing. No matter that I am doing nothing self indulgent to deal with it. I am working out, taking care of my little girl and I still feel like it doesn't matter. I am not even sure why i still love her. It doesn't make sense to why I do! Everyone says it will get better but I do not believe that. It may be different but I do not think it will be better. What do say on this site? Where do go to? What topic or forum should I participate in?