Had a good day until I got home. I had dinner with my room mate and then started missing her. I truly do not think she cares what I am going through nor how I feel. I work out all the time. I don't drink to deal with it. I eat good. I go to work, I coach football at a junior college in my spare time and most importantly I spend time with my little girl. Yet I feel like it is all for nothing and it doesn't matter what I say or do. I spent the over the last 2 years for nothing.
