Journaling...

When I got home from work this evening, H was already here.
I left before him this morning, and came home after he did.
Mmmm... I wonder if he even went to work today.

He was on the computer, but greeted me nicely.
I so wanted to ask him why,why,why?
Why and where did you go? (sigh).

I am so emotionally tired from all of this...

MJ