Forgive AND forget?

[WCW]

I think there is a book - Too Good to Leave, Too Bad to Stay. I had it once, I should check it out at the library again. sigh. I guess mostly I just blabber here as a way to release. H has made enough of a comeback that I'm not intending to run away now. I just hope it's not a trick.

Last night we had a meeting to attend. We went separate, H arrived first, and when I walked in I sat by some other friends. At the end of the night I was at the door ready to leave and was stopped by someone to talk, H saw that and quickly gathered his things to get to the door too. Then another friend joked to H how we were just like her and her H, show up separate and don't sit together. A few minutes later H walked out with me and loudly invited me to stop for a bite to eat with him before we drove home.

Here's some 'it don't matter' snooping, sort of! Remember I have H's old phone. In it is all of H's contacts. That includes ow too. What I've just figured out is that when I pull up someone from the contacts log it shows the last time there was a connection to that number. There is no history for ow. Sure H could have deleted it but he didn't delete other stuff. Sure there is plenty other ways to make contact so I won't fall into a false sense of security. My gut has said for quite a while the ow is not a threat. Yet H won't reengage to our M, that's the frustrating part. blah blah blah!