It's weird. Everything seems fine...like none of this ever happened, the depression, the EA, the wanting to move out and be alone, none of it.
We're getting along great. Affection is back to normal levels. We're doing things together. He talked about looking for a job out of state and us moving together, of course one of the states he mentioned is where OW lives. I put the kibosh on that pretty quickly, but without mentioning her--just said that I've never had any interest in living in that part of the country, which he knows is true. He even made a joking comment about me having to put up with him for the rest of our lives.
Of course, I know it's not fine. It can't just suddenly be fine. I'm so confused on what to do now. Do I keep playing along and wait for H to bring up the R? I'm afraid he never will, at least until it all blows up again. I will continue on with this unresolved feeling, just waiting for the other shoe to drop...
