Give it to me straight!

[mishka422]

So BBJ, I know you mentioned C. Please do that. Do it for you and do it for the mother your kids need you to be. You would be surprised how much you are still affected by the D when you think you put it to rest. My D was final 10 months ago but I still feel raw sometimes about it. The C is helping with that as well as my own issues.

You go to a very large church don't you? With lots of resources? Do they have a C program? If not, I'm sure they can refer you to a good Christian counselor. That is how I found mine and I'm so happy to have someone who can listen to my lunacy but still guide me to keep to Christ's path for my life. It's a gentle balance.

Praying for you sweetie. I know how hard this is and how hard you fought.