To call your W "beloved darling wife" a day after you were complaining about her being an irresponsible mother (in not so many words) is creepy.
Don't get me wrong. I'm all for positive feelings towards the WAS. But that just goes to another extreme a little too quickly. You waffle between hate and love. And before you start saying that you don't "hate" her because of her decisions, blah blah blah. All your posts suggest otherwise.
It's these extreme flip flops that have people saying that you seem to be having stalker tendencies. AND before you say you are not a stalker, blah blah blah. YOU are developing TENDENCIES of a stalker.
You revolve so much of your feelings around her and are working so hard to force yourself into seeing her in a positive light, that you are deteriorating your own emotional and mental health.
Take your blinders off.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
