Hope you are doing a little better. It's all upside from here BBJ ... trust me. I have been there, hell we all have. We all think that we are different or our spouses are different than the others on here. This can not happen to me...etc.etc. Reality is a tough pill to swallow. But the sooner we do it the better. At a certain point, we have to realize that perhaps we are fighting a losing battle and drop the ammunition....surrender. Maybe the prize is just not worth the effort. One thing is sure BBJ, we hold our WASs dear to our hearts and respect them an awful lot, maybe even love them unconditionally. Sadly, they (WASs) are no where close to caring for us as we do for them. So, I say GOOD LUCK to them and see you in the next life.....I hope you regret it one day. You will find someone who appreciates you for who you are....with very little effort on your part. You will also appreciate him. It's a big world out there and we only go around once....so enough limboland!
Pulling for you!
PS. So, if a higher being is planting the seed to keep trying, then I guess I am the lower being because I think you have tried more than enough!
