SO ANGRY AT H~ advice needed

[brownidmom]

Dusk, I appreciate your thoughts. In trying to recall some of our conversations, I remember when H said to me, "What if this turns out to be MS and I eventually lose my ability to walk, to ML?" I told him that those weren't the reasons I chose to be his W and that we would just deal with it and fight it together.

Yet, I was told that I wasn't there for him.

Ya know what? I am still sick and it has been a long week. Maybe I am overreacting because I don't feel well.

I'll think on it before I say/do anything.

BTW, I haven't been able to reach H today about who is picking up the boys from school, so I left a message that I would assume I am unless I hear from him. There is always the possibility that they came to some conclusion last night.