It was a nice disucssion and I did everything I could do to give the impression I was just going with the flow. She told me how scared she was about the D and how hard it has been on her to get to this point. We talked about haging out more to try to re-connect and becuase we both hate what the family has become. During this part of the discussion we figured out she was talking about hanging out more as friends where I was thinking more along the lines of working on us. I simply just said OK but then mentioned what the point would be since just hanging out as friends would do nothing to save the family. She agreed and seemed to be somewhat interested.
After all of this I told her I could only do this if there was no third party involvement. She told me she could not agree to that condition, which then put us back at ground zero. The conversation ended with her not knowing what she wants to do and that she needs sometime to think about it.
She seems to be very confused. She wants her family back and continues to say she misses me, but she seems scared to take the next step and is unwilling to stop seeing the OM.
