New Post for Wifey

[The Wifey]

I had a good weekend. Finally had enough dry weather to get the lawn mowed. I did a lot of homework. Had dinner with the in-laws Sunday night.

Surprised to find h took another motorcycle trip. Never heard he was going or any texts while he was away to say he was safe. This has always been our one steadfast rule always. I acted like it was no big deal when he came home Sunday night. We'd finished dinner & were having coffee when he walked in.

He walked me to the car like he always does and said he'd come over Tuesday to watch more of our movie series "From the Earth to the Moon." I told him that wouldn't work because I was having dinner with my parents because of their friends visiting from Germany.

He said ok, you have class Mon & Wed, how about Thursday? I said how about Friday? He said ok. Big hug and kiss before I left. So weird.

Anyhow, I'm thinking about sending him a text to say I have to take a rain check on the movie. I am going to drive down to surprise my sister for her birthday and spend the weekend with them.

I had IC on Tuesday. I talked to her about how I have been pulling back. I want to pull back more. He said he wants to rebuild, but he wants to be the man, be the pursuer. Fine. Well I'm still not seeing it.

Words are nothing. He has to show me.

The weird thing is, he keeps sending me articles, little texts, last night he even emailed me a photo of one of his Mom's Halloween decorations. (His mom does a huge display in her yard every year.) I haven't responded to any of them.

Yeah, I definitely need a rain check.