I just have to vent for a second and let all of you know how bad I feel for each of us who have to go through these struggles.
It is so hard for me to understand how my best friend and lover can be so emotionally and physically distant from me now, as if I am contagious with some disease. I just don't understand it. It is so frustrating.
I am so glad that this site is here for us to support each other. My prayers are with all of you who are suffering.