I'm feeling well and truely battered today.

Last night I stupidly sent a TM to the guy I went out with briefly a few weeks ago. I have a party to go to in a couple of weeks time and I was asking if he wanted to come with me. We have kept in touch despite not dating and last Thursday he phoned me out of the blue. Unfortunately I read things wrong. He did have the courtesy to ring me to say he couldn't come to the party but then went on to tell me he is now seeing someone else and has been for a few weeks.

In one fell swoop all my new found confidence disappeared and I suddenly feel so very alone all over again.


I'm tired of all this heartache.


Me 43
XH 45
M 2.7.88
Divorce 7.10.09
Kids D20,S17 & D15