So, it has been some time since I have posted on my sitch, and a lot has changed. I have been on the GAL, found some good friends, had some good times. Heard about a lot of problems XW and OM have been having, not looking for it, but it comes anyway, people feel the need to tell me. So tonight, I get a message from XW, they are done and she is appologizing to me for what she has done. I am once again in shock, knew it would come at some point, but still caught off guard. I was done, moved on, now confused. I still love her, always will, don't know what to take out of this. I have my religion and have prayed for all of us, mainly just prayed for my family. I guess I am just journaling. I am sad for her. Sad for what has been done and where I am, we are. Sad for the rollercoaster my children didn't stand in line to ride. Shock
