wife left, wants divorce, possibly bipolar

[ryepatch]

the ADs are taking care of that pretty well. yesterday i had too much caffeine and it pushed me over the edge into a panic attack, but i'm ok today.

i actually don't have a psych., but my regular doctor is pretty mental-health focused.

the antidepressants haven't really made much less depressed, just less anxious. kind of funny. i guess they have both effects. but i can almost forget about my problems for a few minutes here and there, which is good. i can focus on eating food and enjoying it, or watch some TV without thinking about my wife too much.


progress. . . it's slow, but it's happening.