Thanks I intend to come back. Been working out like crazy but had a set back on that yesterday. I am going to check out the WAS forum as well. I am at a point that I am willing to do anything that will help. It hard because it feels so much like you are not important. It is even harder when the person you loved so much looks like they are happier without you. I guess I had better get used to. I miss holding her at night and her paying attention to me. I miss being home period. I feel like it was like I never existed. Like I am forgotten.
