I look at my accomplishments and then look at my W's behavior...and I'm ready to vomit. I have spent the last six months improving myself and am now ready for a loving adult relationship. I am not Friar LFH...I never signed up to be a monk! I WANT TO LIVE LIFE...WITH OR WITHOUT MY WIFE! I only have 23 days till Retrouvaille, but my patience is wearing extremely thin. God is definitely testing me. I pray everday for strength and tolerance.
-LFH
Keep praying for those things, and they will come.
As for the next 23 days, come on man. You've done 6 months. What's a nother 23 days? And, if this doesn't go the way you want, all those other "opportunities" aren't going anywhere.
Sounds like you just needed to hear that. You already know it.