What you were saying about the head/heart thing...
I can't tell you how many times in my head I said, if anyone else were to tell me this, I would tell them to get out fast. But then the heart says something else entirely.
It is confusing...
It's hard. It defies logic. This is the most illogical thing I have ever experienced. Not to mention unorganized, chaotic, and just plain crazy.
It is enough to make any sane person question all of the things that you are, have, and will question.
I have learned that you will think you have answered your questions and then something will happen and you will have to look in that mirror again. And again.
No one can tell you how to get there unfortunately, we all have to find our own way. But we can tell you what worked for us, or how we view things to maybe give you a perspective that you might not had thought of.
You are strong, you get stronger everyday, and you know in your heart exactly where you should be going. You recognize what makes you start to spin, and you have a good handle on slowing it down. I know it would be great to stop it all together, but sometimes just slowing it down is the best we can do.
Have a wonderful day because you choose to.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
