I wanted to reply to you about the porn thing and my spiritual journey. I really just prayed my butt off, went to confession and finally found a priest who put it in perspective for me. I finally made the decision that enough was enough. After that I'm still tempted but doing much better. I believe porn is no different than affair because of the mental side of things. Its a tuff one to get over.
I will def keep you and your husband in my prayers.
Pray, hope, and don't worry. Padre Pio.
JJ
H:37 W:34 D11,S8,S6 Together 19 years M:10 Bomb:4/09