Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

Got a call from the W today. It's been three weeks since we had a great talk and agreed to talk for an hour on the phone on lunchbreak. She hasn't called to talk about us though since. Thought maybe that was it today, but she was just filling me in on D7's morning.

She runs the United Way campaign at her work and that's going on this week so she's insanely busy. What strikes me about her tone lately is that there seems to be no pain, no anger, nothing. Just normal.

I guess my fear is that all of the 180s in the world won't help if there's no wavering in her mind. I read threads where there's guilt and anxiety over breaking the family up. I don't detect any of that. But maybe she's putting on a front.

I guess time will tell.