oh, I didnt think you were harsh at all...actually you open my eyes up sometimes to see other things. I do appreciate that.

I do feel much more detached from him. Its hard to say what I feel for him now. Maybe I just feel more like he is my friend...aggravating at time friend, but still a friend that I love more than the others. Honestly I think my heart is locked up so tight right now, that its hard to feel anything else at times!!

He is a good guy until it comes to the being faithful department. That I dont believe he ever would be. I mean, he would sneak around to be with me when he was with the OW "his soulmate". I just cant get past that. He cant resist temptation.

Ugh, anyway....I just need to quit worrying about all of this and just talk to him about it all. But finding the right time is going to be a problem.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10