Bbj, Do yourself a favor and stop dwelling on "how could he do this?". There is no answer. He couldnt even answer it himself. All you can do is assume. But that isnt going to help you. Try to calm down and realise you have lost nothing. Your life will NOT change. You have been alone and dealing with this mess for quite some time. Take care of yourself any way you feel like. But always, always, keep your eyes on the good that is coming your way.
Dont let this bring you down, again. I know its easy to say hard to do. I am not saying this as an outsider. It's our game, our rules, remember? love K
