need support

[awest1217]

Thank you so much! It helps to know that other people are going through the same problems. It is so hard to see S doing so well for so long and then H decides he needs to see S and it all goes down the drain. I am really trying to just move on, but it seems H is in control because if whenever he is wanting a "family" he comes home, but if not he is with OW. It just drives me crazy. On top of the fact that H, keeps saying "don't give up on me". I just want to say "you already gave up, why shouldn't I?" but I know that is not best and will not help my goal.

Oh well, just keep on going. I know one day it will all be over. I just am excited for that day.