Oh Oz - but you seem to be streets ahead of me. Your H was there with you and you have managed to do so much to make amends with him. My H doesn't even acknowledge that I exist any more.
Thanks for your support - it's so valuable to know that I have good buddies here.
On days like today, it's so tempting to go be Rabbit's lodger and get some of my old life back, rather than be here alone and wondering what I am doing in this huge country without H .... this was all his idea and now he's abandoned everything that he persuaded me was going to be good for us.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
