Well, a rough morning brought on by ME I suppose. The roller coaster got me. DB instructs me not to act as I did in the past 12 hrs, but my stupidity and emotions got the best of me. She has so much of her life that she wont disclose, no transparency at all, and that bothers me; but I don't know that she can or wants to change that. That is one of my single biggest issues with her, and well her A & OEA. But even after that, I am willing and want to stay with her for all of the reasons a couple gets married to begin with.
I said somethings with "tone", not really a fight, and I approached in when she was in a vulnerable state (showering), OMG what was I thinking....1 step forward and 3 steps back.... Well I am not sure that we actually had the 1 step forward in her mind.
Back to being a loyal DB practitioner....and trying not to slip up.....
