Glad to read your update...LOTS of great stuff going on my man!!!
I was caught by your C's comment that you tend toward the analytical and need to reconnect with your emotions/body etc.
You mention anxiety or at least that's how it reads to me. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder myself, but it is MUCH MUCH better than it used to be! (Meds, self help, therapy).
I can totally relate to the paralysis of indecision, of agonizing over choices, actions (how did he/she/they take that???) etc. I posted this before, but I once sat in a restaurant and CRIED over the menu because I couldn't decide what to order!!
As you know, this is NO way to live!!
So all the best on your journey. The power of NOW was a pivotal read for me...it will really help put some of this angst into perspective.
