Well, I did the therapy with medicin and comb for a couple of hours last night. They all came out dead and I tried to comb out the eggs. Luckily my D who has long straight hair had only 2 lice on her and something like 10 eggs that I saw. My son was so much worse!!! 10 lice and hunderds of baby lice and eggs... And his hair was freshly cut on Sat really really short!!!
Anyway, changed the pilow cases (didnt change sheets, will do the house today), did myself a therapy although it seems I dont have any, and I'll do the house thing today. No stuff animals in my house or rugs (not yet-Thank GOD!!!) but 2 little ones I have, will vacuum, spray, etc...
Thanks hoosiermama, I appreciate your advice, will do the softener thing tonight...
Regarding H : I have no doubt he is not fooling me. I have no doubt he feels free now, as if a weight lifted off his shoulders, I can tell from the sound of his voice. I have no doubts he feels ashamed and embarassed (he said he is a poor example of a man), I have no doubt that he does have strong feelings for me. I have no doubt this whole "story" seems strange even to him now. Hindsight? His affair didnt come out as he thought he would? Dont know.
Sunny said a great leap of faith would be required. That's what I felt last night. He kept saying he cant expect me to believe he will be different, he only wants me to believe he could be different. He said, "you have made, rightly so, a pic of me and you think I will always be like this, but that is no true, I wasnt always like this and I will not be like this again." OK, sounded better in Greek... He wants an opening and he said he will show me he will not be passive, or "light", he will have patience, show strength, lead us away from this crisis. He said he wants a different life for us.
So, the words are there. And it is funny how we now talk about her with her name, as if she is a friend and he is willing to share details everytime I ask. The woman that never existed... K
Work sucks BIG time!!! I need change in my life. In all areas. I am expecting some material today from abroad and I am ready to make some jewelery.
