That guy who just won America's got Talent (I missed most of this season) - I just watched his first performance on that show - the song was "If tomorrow never comes."
I wept, not so much because of his performance (though it was good), but because it reminded me that if tomorrow never comes, I really don't know what my family would think. My kids are starting to think I left them (rather than the other way around - she tricked me into the separation).
Anyway, a recognition of our mortality is hard to take, especially when going through something as tough as a divorce.
Hang in there. We all know what it's like, so you're not alone.
Me: 35 W: 31 D10, S7, S2, S11 months M: 11 years Tricked into separation. In Last Resort.
My story: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1800530#Post180053