Sad, but I didn't even think about getting anything for myself. BUT it is a good idea. I thought I might feel horrible today but don't. I can't believe it has been six months. Then again, it feels like forever.
I have decided to do special things for myself more and more lately. There was a time, when H didn't come home after work much so I would not eat. Now I make myself special dinners all the time and if H is home he can partake. Since I no longer buy H clothes or other things I know he would like, I spend the money on me! I have learned to spoil myself rotten through all this. Why not, he isn't doing it!
Treat yourself girl! You deserve it !!
I will be coming upon a year next month. I too thought this would have been over with eleven months ago! The question that keeps coming up for me is... Would he have done this for me? I don't think so. He would have thrown me out that day!
Did you survive yesterday? I bet you did, although you haven't posted yet. Just a day. That is what they eventually become. Something I have prayed for is that the details of all of this be taken from me. This and other things. I want to remember the lessons, but I don't need to remember the details. It appears to be happening for me. There has been a lot of talk about anniversaries around here lately, and I had to really think hard to remember more than month/year. Just a thought.
Take care of yourself.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
