I am totally ACTIVELY participating in the parade!!!!
Guess what? He had called at 5pm to see how my day was?? Who is this guy? I called back like half hour ago and left message and he just called back. He was making me laugh so much..... I am definately "involved" with a strange man! What does that say about me??? And then he abruptly said "Ok, gotta go". I just kept my cool said "later" and hung up before he could think.
I am not going to get into any sort of conversation with him at all! Superficial is good...great actually. If and when he is ready, it will happen. If not, ANOTHER Mr. Wonderful may be waiting. I hope it is the new and improved exH, but reality is I am 90% not getting him back. I know it, just forgot it for a couple of days. This thing with him seems like a long shot - at best. I need to concentrate on myself again. I am doing ok today. AND MJ...I am totally going to use this board to vent and not keep things bottled up inside and then blow up at him. He deserves it, but its not useful to my end goal!
