Good News....My ExH told me there is a chance that sometime in the future he would consider a reconciliation! : ) I think he is realizing how incredibly sorry I am. I told him how I didn't believe he loved me because I was missing all the ways he showed me love, but I was looking for something else I thought love was supposed to be. I don't know why it took me leaving to finally figure that out! I know I still have some work to do on myself and he may even have to get over the abandonment issues he has (that I didn't make any better) before he can think about starting something with me again. I just DO NOT want to mess this up if I get a second chance to make it right.