3 years is a long time and you have probably done most of the healing grieving work.. The door to your spouse may still stay open as you move ahead there is a whole new world out there I feel the same for my kids not having a dad home But I believe God will provode what is needed in other forms other positive role models(men) ity can never be the same but maybe is ok and enough Hugs Peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow