SH

3 years is a long time and you have probably done most of the healing grieving work..
The door to your spouse may still stay open as you move ahead
there is a whole new world out there
I feel the same for my kids
not having a dad home
But
I believe God will provode what is needed in other forms
other positive role models(men)
ity can never be the same
but maybe is ok and enough
Hugs
Peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow