UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Eskimo Nell]

I agree Oz.

I do think that my H waivers at times but he has made his move so he now considers that he has to see it through. He is resolute at this time.

I feel the same way about the letter - that's why I thought that to do it as an exercise may be good for me but without actually giving it to him.

I may just write it and lock it away somewhere. Will be good to get the thoughts out and may even induce me to cry some. I SO need to cry - I'm like a pressure cooker well over-due to explode.