Truth is, I get flustered deep down when we spend family time together. I struggle as we all do with letting it be and not grasping, manipulating, jumping the gun. I am actually very impressed that I can juggle so many balls at once with him.
I'm serious when I say I'm impressed. I'm not just feeding you bs. My sitch is ridiculously simple and I can't make it 24 hours without botching it.
Originally Posted By: aliveandkicking
Ultimately...I need to figure out what I'm going to do now. School? Work? Which path...that is what I need to focus on.
OK. I'm actually excited about these options. When you brought up the need to tackle this the other day I was feeling it like a burden or something to put off. Like it was somehow in conflict with other things you're doing. Duh, it's not. You need this...it's a exciting.
AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09
