actually, when he had the affairs, I could tell deep down in my heart that he was hiding things. This last time, I honestly think I was too deep in my own depression to care. I dont blame anyone for thinking I'm a fool for trusting this latest show of emotion on his part.
regardless.. I am keeping my lawyer, and not backing down on my requests in terms of the settlement, so if he is a great actor, I'll be protected.
Me: 36 H: 33 S1: 4 S2: 2 Together: 13 years Married: 7 years Bomb: May 09 Found out about affair: June 09 Moved out: June 09 He Filed: July 09 Moved in with OW: July 09
