Hi Tristan...

I would take you all just so you can have a break from the madness if I could...

No he doesn't take care of either of our boys - The youngest he hasn't seen since the day he walked out so I agree - No reason he needs to know...

I need to know I can do this alone...

In the 38 years I have been alive, I have never even eaten in a restaurant by myself - Not even a fast food joint...

It is hard but I need to prove something to myself...

I wouldn't mind any of you joining me though...

We all need the break smile

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~