I would like to hurt him, but she also watched me walk away from him a month ago when he said he found an apt for me to rent.
She knows 90 days ago I would've ended up in jail that nite. She knows a guy that has chased and yelled at teenagers driving too fast down the st and she remembers the broken hand i got from a fight a couple yrs ago. All things I didn't want to be or do, but thought i had to. she has seen or heard of two instances where i was goaded and just walked away and laughed.
so yes i am making changes for me, no one likes being uptight all the time.
